this week

since i can only use the computer on weekends, I spent the whole week studying and finishing my homeworks. And boy, I was surprised. I finished pretty much what the teachers gave. I'm pretty happy but recalling how horrible my memories are some time, I'm not surprise if I found out that there's homeworks that I left at school. Typical me. *sigh*

And I really hope the things I read this hols would stick to my brain. Please.

That aside,I learnt that Tao Ren from Shaman King had a kid. I also learnt that Jake from American Dragon had a kid too.

I also learnt that Ben 10: Alien Force is not bad. Adik, baby and me had been watching it this week. Exactly 10, we'll be glued on TV for 25 minutes. haha.Speaking of baby, she was sick earlier this week but now she's fine. Though it looks like Kak Anja had caught the flu. And since this week had been pretty cold, I was sneezing like mad yesterday.My nose looked like Rudolph's.

Tonight we're eating out for berbuka puasa. Ah...kembunglah aku...

Note to self, call restoran Tupai-Tupai for reservation or Syafira's gonna have my head!!!

memandu dan H1N1

when I was waiting for abah to pick me up, i saw my friends driving. Ainul, Yuna were driving around school.

What's funny was that Ainul was driving Zul, Haziq and someone else I couldn't see, around school and then Ainul's mom appeared.

"Amboi, gediknya!" she went to cubit him and us girls laughed from our hangout place. Hah-being all macho driving and the being pinched by your mom for taking the car when she went to pray. hahaha.

oh, baby is positive with H1N1. She's all giddy and energy, so I guess she'll be just fine.

farewell II

part.2. ikhwan

"Life isn't always in order. It's full of suprises and shocks. The sum of it being happy will never be known, the same goes for sadness. That's why one must face the world prepared and if not, learn how to be prepared."

Biology class. I was with Cikgu Mazlina again, being a bio dork I am and I noticed Jang and Anas were no longer beside me. Then I saw there were boys outside the hall, right in the middle of the jalan tar. There were forming a circle and I saw who was at the centre.

It was Ikhwan. Saying his share of farewell.It was his turn to go.

At once, my brain went on, Oh,oh, oh,oh. No. I glanced at her place, she wasn't there and I found girls crowding at the back of the hall, where the toilets were. There were a mild cacophony.

"Ikhwan nak blah?"

"Ape?"

"Cikgu, sorry, tapi um, Ikhwan nak pergi..."

"Saya tak kisah, tapi..."

"Maner dier?"

"Haziq nangis! Tengok, muka dia semua merah!"

"Ikhwan dah nak pergi dah!"

"Kenapa hari nier?"


"Aku tak dapat bantu rakan aku. Aku gagal....," That came from Hazwan, and that made me cry. That's why I respect Hazwan so much. He cares for all of us, genuinely.
His like our own caretaker, and for that reason, I could say that I didn't regret voting for him as Head Boy last year.

Ikhwan entered the school as a fellow 0509 on Wednesday,the 5th of January 2005.

On Thursday,20th of August 2009, he walked out from the school compound.

"And accept fate as it is, for He knows what He has in store for you."


170. 169. 168.

farewell

to sugu, ikhwan and malee.
who had gave colours to the batch.

"LIVING means dealing with what life throw to us; be it grief or joy; pain or mirth. Having deal with obstacles and resurfing with an open smile and an unwavered spirit means that one is the strongest of all."


part.1. Sugu


Sugu walked out in the midst of H1N1 flu, he stoood anxious and sad when he came to my class, asking for boxes. At that time, I knew. Sugu will not be with us anymore.

The last sight I had of him was watching him heading back to his class. I couldn't say goodbye, because a farewell would sever the bond that bind Sugu to our batch; friendship.

"But if you stumble and fall, your dignity shattered and your pride in bruises,
no one was stopping to lend you a hand;
Just remember, that you have to preserve, because no one had been through your agony
and maybe someday, you'll make them see.
That you could be better, and triumphant you shall be."

170.169.

I'd Come For You

NICKELBACK-I'd Come For You

Just one more moment,
Thats all that's needed,
Like wounded soldiers,
In need of healing
Time to be honest
This time I'm pleading
Please don't dwell on it
'Cause I didn't mean it

I can't believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground,
But it doesnt matter 'cause I made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be some way that I can make it up to you now, somehow

By now you know that,
I'd come for you,
No one but you,
Yes I'd come for you,
But only if you told me to,
And I'd fight for you,
I'd lie its true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded
But now I'm seeing
My mind was closing
Now I'm believing
I finally know just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home
Here and now, this I vow

By now you know that,
I'd come for you,
No one but you,
Yes I'd come for you,
But only if you told me to,
And I'd fight for you,
I'd lie its true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'd always come for you,
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way,
As long as there's still life in me,
No matter what remember you know I'd always come for you

Yes I'd come for you,
No one but you,
Yes I'd come for you,
But only if you told me to,
And I'd fight for you,
I'd lie its true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'd always come for you,

No matter what gets in my way,
As long as theres still life in me,
No matter what remember you know I'd always come for you,
I'd crawl across this world for you,
Do anything you want me to,
No matter what remember you know I'd always come for you,
You know id always come for you