I'm TIRED

huh...penat sungguh. semalam tido pukul 10. O.O. I know.

guys at 5 delima, i'm sorry for not being a good AJK keceriaan. I'm SO SORRY.

hari nier balik skool.

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The Way I Loved You, Chuck/Blair/Nate by Maz4PJ

one of the most amazing videos ever. really nice timing. whoever you are that made this beautiful masterpiece, i applaud to thee.

people and colours part2 . especially for shey!

okay, there's something wrong with blogger. it kept making shey's and miyk's enteries look huge. guess it loves you guys?

shey- honey,you're FUCHSIA . Shey loves fashion, and in Hollywood,there's a term called fashion fuchsia and though i recalled it was a bit darker, but no problem; you're still a Fuchsia, a blend of magenta an awesome colour! and a touch of purple for glam. Shey might seem like an average girl, just like fuchsia and boy, will PEOPLE be SURPRISE. the redness in fuchsia made shey daring at times (and she's quite a troublemaker,hehehe) and though she shies away from attention, she does catches them... LOL. she's her own self and no one else.that purple in her is strong (kuat iman)while magenta proved others that she's artistic and imaginative.


Miyko is represented by turqoise. turqoise is a gem, thus it is very rare. and rare suits miyko. she's one in a million. miyko is mixtures of blue-hambar and green, spirited. she's bound to make surprises *cough*RAP*cough*pengacarajanganlupalirik*cough*
takderla.miyko, sehambar you pun, i hambar gak...mayo slalu wat cheer hambar kat i. nadia and sheera pun. XP. tapi miyko quite...i thought she's one of the calmest people i ever met---back in form one. LOL.(have i mention that green is for strong-willed/stubborness?) miyko is well compose, for one. She got this grace *ahem*maintain*ahem* and she carries herself very well for someone from the foreign lands of indon. *sorry!* the combination of green and blue is a symbol of elegance and i think that's miyko...and don't forget her astounding rapping and hosting abilities. go girl!!!



Irra-Kamu HIJAU. kot. hahaha. taklah. kamu warna terra cotta. Warna ceramic sebab kamu tough tapi fragile. Warna hampir2 kepada tanah tapi lebih lembut dan bertenaga.Berfikiran kental dan tidak mudah lentur. senang nak berkawan, bersifat menyeluruh, a.k.a suka bercerita dan senang berkongsi latar belakang etc but at the same time, mysterious. I know. Irra, mysterious? tapi it's true, there's more to you than meets the eye, right? Irra sporty-the earth color- and energetic dan seorang yang mempunyai pegangan keluarga yang kuat-->simbolik ceramik: toughness. senang break under pressure, but then, you're still human, right?


again, excuse my spelling HORROR! mistakes.

back from kampung

ah, and the dramas from kampung are purely entertaining. yup.who says your life was EVER boring, ayang? you would make millions retelling your life...nah, just kidding. i don't even have a boyfriend, so there goes my interesting life...purely love-less. hahaha. like i care? i have a bundle of stuffs to focus on. studies just took 65% of my mind, career planning yes, thank you mdm family stuffs, friends, living in kusess, scholarships, actually enjoying this year, bla bla. wutev.

anyway, am posting colours part2. dedicated to sheyra. :)

people and colours.part 1

I know this sound terribly strange but I keep thinking colours that suit people. Colours that shades oneself, representing them as they are and I have listed a few that had been bugging me for days.

Neng-she's PINK. she's everything feminine and is as soft and fragile (aishah cries easily) as the shade of pink. She's pretty and sweet and when she's angry, she could be as sharp as a flourescent pink glare. Pink is something that others might not like, (me, for example, i hate pink) but one could not help but admire the colour.

Aqilah- You're Coffee-Brown. i'll write when i have the mood. but that's it. you're brown.

Fay- is Gold. because you have a nice heart and girl, you got the attitude. you shine your own glimmer and you don't bother if there's another sparkles from others. the world is yours and you know it. Fay also is a remarkably known for her scary scowl+glare.UNIQUE.

Afiey- Fuji Apples' red tinges mixed with green and yellow. Afiey's bubbly and energetic, the colour of yellow and she's very easy to communicate to. the red tinges with slight pink acknowledged her kind heart and she's pretty generous.

Mayo- LOL. nothing suits her better that orange. not orange orange, but the mixtures of orange with slight red and soft yellow. She's SUNNY and CRAZY and could live up the room. The slight red represent her emotional self and the orange-yellowish is like a friendly wave. Very warm and um...friendly? lol.

TOP TEN list to DO.

10. STOP devouring food.

9. Start thinking about keceriaan kelas. yes, i am having a headache thinking about this very issue.

8.Buy Keceriaan kelas. Already did except pembalut meja, stapler gun, kertas shiny-shiny and i dunno what else? oh and miyko, duit kelas TIDAK CUKUP sama sekali!!!

7.Do keceriaan kelas.

6. Buy kain hitam. (BAJU JPD!!!WEEEE~!)

5.Do keceriaan kelas. No, SERIOUSLY rakeynah. DO IT.

4.Buat nota. (Ala, yang banyak-banyak tuuu!)

3.Do Satrians work[s].

2.Do YOUR KCT, girl and buat nota! (ala, yg banyak-banyak tuuuu!)

1.STUDY. SPM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!!

hehehe.sajer2 wat cam nier.senang nk check.ngahahaha.

wow. i'm HOME and RAMBLING.

okay, being in kusess was not bad as i expected. here's a short (LOL) review and please, ignore my spellings!!! i know, i know, my english had gone downhill...T____T

seeing that satria was dead last last year, we ended up having dormitries at the top floor. the HORROR? not quite. turns out, we Satrians, especially my dorm, siantan 3, got the biggest lockers ever in kusess.

Mantap gler!! and yeah, the Berlians got the groundfloor classes but that's cool 'cause they're the ELITES. Delima got last year Berlian class and my, was i shock. being in a (former) berlian class was like being in an actual berlian class. there's no more this 'delima proscinating' who am i kidding, it still exist but not so strongly and the people there are cool. Afiq F and N and Sketai sat in front of me. I sit with Alyaa and Miyko with Nieza, Junny and Nini behind us. Kamil's the KT and he's acting all responsible sometimes but that's a MAJOR change.

Mok and my secretary patner Adli are here and so it's Azam and Hanafi. Dinie and Ngek and Jerb sat most front and Rama's here to be my walking reminder.Irra sat at the back with Adila and boy, i sensed tension in ther air!! Ana and Faezah, Raffi, Athirah and Echah and let's not forget Ain and Shikin and Syahir Masrohe too! Azmatul and Fathin are here...hehehe.

Miyko's the PKT and the rapper of the class-blame BM komsas presentation and she's the ultimate Jangan Lupa Lirik host. LOL. the mentor is Cikgu Hasnah which subject people find hard being awake but she's okay underneath it all.

Although the merentas desa and sukantara and hari sukan are all jumbled up, it was fun. yeah, it was okay.

The admin however, was a different stories. argh. the MPPs admin regime...argh. it drove me nuts. but no way i'll let them dampen my year.they may be the MTs but they failed to realise that the aspurians are all normal girls with no luck with privelage (did i spell that right? argh, how am i gonna take est with spelling errors?) and they have excruciately abused their powers. puh-leez. get a life.

though power-hungry and blinded by the specialities they've gained, we're still friends, right? we been through worse and after all these five years, i've really come to love you guys..(yes, gedikness and kePAL and all) I am sure gonna miss you guys when the end arrives but let's just relax and follow the flow.

i don't know where this road will carry me but i am honored to meet you guys. 0509. beyond boundaries.



crap. i have hwks and typing works to do. long post. hahaha.

heading to kusess

in a few hours i will set back on a journey. i know what lies ahead of me, SPM and i know this year will be filled with the sweat, tears and blood. i will strive to get straight a's and i will not, indulge in too many manga or anime or whatsoever. hello rakeynah, you have a whole year ahead(2010) of you to get crazy. i will not complain if i got bad marks because i deserved them, i mean it's my body, my brain, so heck, of course it's my fault. you hear that ayang? if anything happens, it's going to be your FREAKING fault.

this is the last year of my days in kusess. rakeynah, still enjoy it and make good memories and yes, this is THE year where you can not, i repeat, CAN NOT mingle around. you will stay single and spend all your love for A's.

*inhales* here i goes.

ciao.

Goodbye 2008, goodbye atuk

i lost my grandfather at the eve of new year. the whole family rushed back home and i was so shocked by the news. i mean, atuk was perfectly healthy and suddenly he fell on pangkuan cik ghani and died.

when i baca yasin, i cried. i mean, atuk was the one that taught me how to read quran when i was small. and suddenly...he's gone.

atuk saonah looked calm...but i know, deep inside she's grieving. my heart goes to her...the whole family still couldn't believe that atuk is gone.

atuk, semoga roh mu ditempatkan di tempat hamba Allah yang soleh dan soleha.